...and besides that, if I land that job I will have restored an actual income that'll allow me to get back to my collecting. I have some things I need to accomplish. I'm not getting any closer to those set completions without a full-time job. I'm going to make those things a priority once the job is nailed down.
finding money is great, and I think I've done something that no one else on this island has done with it, which makes the endeavor unique. I'm happy with that and somewhat proud of the accomplishment (without letting it go to my head). because of the reduced finds I would at this point sacrifice it for a full-time paying job... but I will not stop feeding the kitties each night. it's one of the very few things here that I get any happiness from. the loss of my other paying gig 5 years ago (which had been in slow decline since hurricane irma in late summer 2017) ruined my plan then (the plan was to adopt as many street cats as my income & budget back then would allow), and I would like to re-establish that plan, but first re-establish the income to support it.
i have done my best to bide my time while I rebuild my life from next to nothing after the crash of august 2021. despite not having a full-time income I managed to scavenge together a nice pile of metals on the strength of the financial irresponsibility of others-- 'capital leverage', by other means-- but I'm in need of something the street piracy doesn't offer: security. I'm too old to be wondering how I'm going to do or accomplish one thing or another. it's time for some stability before my body finally yells 'uncle'; my back is going to tolerate only so much more. that change needs to happen soon.
i would not be leaving ccf, though, just shuffling over to the other forums to share my latest acquisitions. I have a
LWC collection that's unfinished and an
ASE collection that's unfinished and a pair of morgan albums that hardly have anything in them and a 7070 that's unfinished. I want to get back to those things.
(long-winded cuss, aren't i? ahhrrr.....)