In A Lot Of Emotional Pain

Thank you everyone, such a large amount of support truly shows me how much this community means to me, and how spectacular it is.

Thank you for being here with me while I go through this situation.

BStrauss3, thank you for that comment. It comforts me to know that you're willing to give your time for me.

hfjacinto, thank you. The situation is slowly improving.

That's even better news than USPS finding my lost package of Canadian coins.

Happy to hear things are getting better!

i can probably guess what has happened, but I won't.. I agree it is best to reach out to someone who understands what it is you are dealing with, there is lots of online support groups for whatever you need. Try reaching out to one of them, and talk it out with others who have gone through what you are dealing with..I am in my 50's.. and have gone through lots of dark days in my life. And I can honestly say things will get better, it takes time, and concentrating on the positives, and slowly letting the negatives go.. But please reach out to someone, who can sit down with you, and offer you some positives..

Please go get some professional help. Even if it's the emergency room. Or a member of the clergy. Do something immediately!

After the painstaking process of talking to several people, and just fighting through the emotional pain. I have certainly improved, yet some of the pain is still there. But, it is much better.

I am now faced with evacuating. As some of you might not know, I am 16, and my parents work with the US Government, making them diplomats. Ever since I was 12 I have been traveling all across the world. I have made many experiences. Right now I am in Africa. Tomorrow, we are being evacuated and leaving the country. I am returning to live with my relatives in Florida. My mother has to stay in Africa, as she is too important to leave.

I am going straight to Florida tomorrow, 12 hour plane ride. Everything like this, the first incident, and now this is causing me stress, but because the first situation has improved, I have improved.

I will be in contact with you all, and will respond to this forum when I make it safely to Florida.

Yes, wishing you a safe trip and thoughts and prayers for your mother. It is a tough situation moving around like that. Someday you will be able to help others who also deal with similar hardships. It will be OK.
Try to remember that there are many people who have it far tougher than you and I.
I believe people here on CCF genuinely care about you and yours. You are not alone.